HELP, DIVINE KNOWLEDGE.

[lolkillerseven]

I was trying to knock our paladin unconscious, doing nonlethal damage as a half-ogre barbarian. I missed and he turned swinging a sword at me for lethal. ONE is this aloud as a paladin, TWO he succeeded a prayer check, calling Heronious herself down, touching my soul. I am now a Paladin of equal level, losing all barbarian levels. Unlike a normal paladin, I'm a zealot. Unable to even THINK about doing anything against my code, where a normal paladin can break his code and become an ex-paladin. Having played 3 paladins before, i want to be a barbarian. HOW TO I REVERSE THIS USING ANYTHING. I have knowledge of ALL religions. I am open to all suggestions.