Originally posted by KillerKid:
<STRONG>it means sometimes i wish i could end my life without causing pain to others</STRONG>
I'm sorry to hear you have suicide thoughts and wishes. It's good you have professional help and friends to talk to, though
When we humans want to end our lives deliberately, it's most often not because we really want to die, it's more an escape from a life we feel is unbearable. I hope you will be able to change your life so that it seems more meaningful and easier to stand.
It's impossible to commit suicide without hurting other people. We hurt everybody who care for us, everybody who know us and also, the bystanders like the people who eventually find us dead. (Friend of mine used to drive underground trains, but she quit because she got traumatised by all the "accidents". My cousin is a policeman, and few things make him more depressed than when he has to take care of what's left of young people who have commited suicide.)
Most people have thought about suicide at some period of their lives. But we all have to realise it's just a quick escape route. The work we have to do to change a bad life to one we like and want to live, is long and hard, but it's worth it, since this life is all we have and all we will ever get.
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