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05-01-2005, 02:05 PM
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Remember from my birthday thread that i had trouble with my gf? well, i talked to her on friday, and.. well. she broke up 
I was prepeared(sp?) for it, and thought that it would pass me by without me getting so sorrowfull(couldn't find a better word), but the moment that she broke up, i realized how much i love her
i was/are really broken. have never been so full of sorrow in my life, and had never thought that it would hit me so hard! now i have this empty feeling inside me, and i dont care about anything..
when i got together with her, was 4 months ago. she went with me on a trip to kristiansund, and we had a lot of fun  on friday, i returned to kristiansund to celebrate my birthday(same day as she broke up). when i arrived, and all the memories from our first time there came crashing on me, and then i was even more full of sorrow. on saturday(still in kristiansund), i got really wasted. i drank a lot.(1 bottle of samboca(sp?), 7 beers and almost half a ltr of 96%  ) i've never been that drunk before, but i needed it. so now i'm home again, and i still have this empty feeling inside me, and i'm no less sorrowfull , so i could use some cheering up!
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05-01-2005, 02:07 PM
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Originally Posted by Magrus I think you and I would end up in the hospital trying to drink together...  Oh its a shame you live so far away man. We could have so much fun! Well... maybe. We might end up in jail after we get out of the hospital. | | | |
05-01-2005, 02:18 PM
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well, dont worry. ive had this problem before. just remember that it wont always go away. use it to help you go on with life
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05-01-2005, 02:19 PM
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I know how you feel Grimar. I've been going through that the past month or so. Sorry to hear you have to go through it too.
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05-01-2005, 02:42 PM
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forgot to post the reason for breaking up...
the reason hit me almost worse than she breaking up
for a month ago, she was at a camp called olsby. there she met this guy, who she loved this summer. now this was at the time when our relationship worked best. the thing that happen, is that she spends a LOT of time with him, and my other friends that where on that camp starts reacting(sp?). But she sticks to this guy, and even spend a night in his room
when she got back, she was really sorrowfull(can't anyone give me a better word??), but she didn't tell me what happened. i noticed when she got back that something was wrong, and asked her, but she just pushed the subject away. i didn't know this before she broke up with me. her reason, was that she was confused, and didn't know who she loved she say now that she dont love either of us.
Btw that guy was from Bergen!! Yeltsu!! Where are you??? i'm going to rip your head of your body
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05-01-2005, 03:01 PM
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I think your word is 'sad'. It is nasty what she did, though.
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05-01-2005, 03:08 PM
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shes just trying to figure things out, she told you that so youd back off and give her room, i think. i would give you other advise, but that would lead to the other guys trip to the hospital, and it aint for a check up
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05-01-2005, 03:28 PM
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What will you do if she decides(sp?) to come back to you, asking for a new chance? I just felt like asking, so it is okay if you don't want to answer.
oh, and ripping someones head of is to messy  use my sword istead
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05-01-2005, 03:38 PM
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but sometimes, its better to get alil messy.
Grim dont turn her down right away if she wants to come back. take a few days and think it over.
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05-01-2005, 03:41 PM
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Dude i am sorry for you. Honestly the girl is not worth it. If she can't stay loyal to you, you shouldn't even bother about her. Emotions are emotions. You are young - 16? Yeah well trust me there are plenty of women in the world for you and for others. One girl who treats you like this is not worth the air she breaths. I mean no offense, but she is your girlfriend and then she spends the night with another guy and doesn't have the guts to tell you that she did so and hides it from you. I would personally rip her head off and then maybe go after guy if i needed to let loose some more aggression.
Honestly don't give her another thought. She doesn't deserve it. Get wasted and do what you need to do to get over her because she is not worth that much thought.
You are 16 and what i am gonna say is gonna sound crude and very very old fashioned, but there are other women. There are plenty of fish in the sea. Personally i usually talk to 2 of my close friends and just get all that anger out of me. Plus i listen to godsmack, Alice cooper etc etc to get the emotions and frustration out.
Its amazing how many rockers have songs about women being evil incarnate
The question is can you take the fact that she cheated on you and that she broke up with you for another guy? Plus if she does want you back what would you do?
My personal opinion is get wasted and find who else is on the market.
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05-01-2005, 03:50 PM
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i do belive her when she say that nothing happened!
as for what i'll do if she comes crawling back, i'l take her back right away... damn i REALLY love this girl
But i've already followed your advice CM. i got wasted, real wasted, and was REAL close to bedding 2 girls which where 19-23 or something
but i found out that that wouldn't help, but make things worse, so i thanked no to the offer(magrus is going to kill me for this one ).
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05-01-2005, 03:50 PM
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she never said she slept with him right? she just spent the night? well hope she just spent the night. interigate her on it, and if she doesnt like it, then dont go with her anymore. and dont be a complete moron and start tellin her friends shes a @#&*%#&()@^#@%^$(#($#*^%@%#^*$#@$#@% thats just not cool and could get you beat.
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05-01-2005, 03:55 PM
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right! she said she just spent the night, but it makes me sad
i still love her, very much, so i will not go telling other people that she is a@#&*%#&()@^#@%#&()@^#@%^$(#($#*^%@%#^*$#@$#@%
Btw we are still friends, but it will never be the same
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05-01-2005, 03:58 PM
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And btw, FF, crap i hate one of my friends reading this!! be nice to me about it! it really hurts damn how much i use the word really
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05-01-2005, 03:59 PM
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I will stay silent. If I want to ask something I'll call you.
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