my heart goes out to all of you (especially kyle). i went through this in december and Nothing can be said to ease this pain. Pets are loved ones and can never be completely replaced.
i suggest you try to adopt another cat. then you can transfer some of your pain into joy. if you adopt from a shelter, then the death may be meaningful as you were able to save a life that you wouldn't have otherwise. ya know the whole 'window open-door close' thing.
