My most sincere condolences, Kyle. Not a month ago there was no denying my beloved mastiff was in too much pain from her hip dysplasia to drag her on any longer, so I squared off with the decision to take her to the vet one last time. Soon I will be taking her sister in as well.
I know some people think it's silly to become attached to animals. I myself come from a farm family where cattle butchering and shooting old herding dogs was the norm. Still, there really isn't anything quite like the loyalty and companionship of a pet, and no matter how rough things get, you can always count on your pal to love you. There's no shame in grieving over the loss of a dog or cat; all you can do is remember that you gave them the best life you could and cherish the memories.
I hope you are holding up well.
