Yeah.....well....
I am kinda selective with my games, and only get them after a month or so of close inspection. In fact, one of the reasons I got BG was because of the many possibilities and story lines. I admired it for letting you set your own course rather than making you live a preset one. Other games have limited freedom and move you in one direction with no diversion. You can't decide to suddenly backstab a friend or back down on a quest.
The problem is that now that I have all this freedom I am having difficulty making the decisions for myself. Sometimes I wish the game had everything mapped out for me so that I could simply follow through with it. But those days are in the past....
It feels similar to becoming an adult: You can now make your own choices, but you also have to face the consequencees of your actions. Hee hee!