[Nightmare]

Aegis, I feel for you. Unfortunitly, I've been there more times then I can count (maybe once every two weeks to a month). I've though constently about suicide for almost a full year.

My solution is to find a friend (or friends) that are going through the same thing. My friends at school have almost all been throught this, and one actually cut herself with a knife (she didn't die, though). Just find someone to talk to, and get it off your shoulders. It will help a lot.